Laziness may have caused you to get someone else to handle the detailed aspects of a financial transaction. You need to regain control and take responsibility yourself.You are attached to money, which is why you are being emotional rather than practical about your affairs. Consider alternate financial measures.
Any fool can tell the truth, but it requires a man of some sense to know how to tell a lie well. - Samuel Butler
Incredible but true: In 1911, Bobby Beach broke nearly all the bones in his body after surviving a barrel ride over Niagara Falls. Sometime later in New Zealand, he slipped on a banana and died from the fall.